Missing when I shouldn't

Haiz!!! Jus a very rather complaining post. I hate to complain in my blog coz I only wanted to leave beautiful memories of things I've been thru. But I really cannot take the emotional mix in me. ARGH!!! Shit me. Oh ok wat was I going to say here. Hmmm.... I really miss him alot for the whole of ytd when I go to K-ing ytd wif the gals, I complained to glenys baby and she was like: We go sing our heart out and forget everything... I hope so and do feel slightly better after. But I think I'm doing great! I managed not to sms or call you when I miss u. Coz I think there is really not a neccessary to contact for this 'missing' thing as a reason. It's like deciding to cut a tread and leaving some fringe over there hanging. But I rem I did told u if u miss me, u can call or sms me. I will pick up, I will reply to u. :)) Haiz!!! Currently my mind is only surrounded by one quest. 'WTH I WAN!!!!' :S NOT good Not good. Ewww... *BLURRED!!! I'm trying to forget someone but there are leftovers promises to fulfill & stains of memories. On another hand, I have a nice, whole-hearted one waiting :((

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