So much recently

I felt like i've been through so much recently.

Hasnt been blogging for 1 mth sia... So long but time fly~

It's december already!!! Christmas coming... HOHO!!! Anyone's prepare to give present? OR more like collect present? HAHAH :D

I had a mixture of feeling for the pass 3-4weeks, I realise relationship is something that is too much to be handle by me. I choose not to allow anyone to enter my life yet coz it's too much of a complication and i dun like the anticipation of msging communication. HAHAH!!!

Weird but I still prefer to be a loner for NOW...

Sorrie if it hurt,
I feel like comforting u but i guess will make u feel tat there is hope.
I dun wan u to have too much of a hope,
coz I will stress when I see you again.
I dun wan u to sad over it for too long,
coz I dun think I'm that worthy.
I wan you to go on, get over it, get over me...

FRIEND is what I want you to see me as.
I wan all my friends to be happy, enjoy every moment.
So please, be happy...

HOPE TO BE ABLE TO MEET YOU AROUND CHRISTMAS :))
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These few day was very very depress and unable to concentrate becoz of the wp again...

Haiz!~ Zen said he was very sad, even at work. I think there is something wrong wif my expression. In my heart is sadness but I laugh when i heard that. Why was I always hiding my feeling neh? I wonder. But I wan you to feel better. I really do. *heart dropped once again...
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Feeling low recently & decided to go for a shopping trip wif fangting when i get my pay today. I had fun, we shopped thru rain and shine. Whee~ FUN!!! :D I ran 4 ZARA outlet just to get my heels at the right size, right color. I love wheelock ZARA!!!~ :D HAHAH CHEERS!!!

I got a nice perfume too. Cheap priced and Finally hands on for the simple and nice + cheap tote I got from forever21 :)) LOVE LOVE LOVE...

I dunno abt love
I dunno wat I wan
I dun wan to do anything for that for now
Jus stay the way it is...
Till I think I know wat is wat I wan.

-LOVE BERLINA-